all of it will come—sooner or later

I woke up thinking as I often do…and felt the need to share the past week.

Yesterday someone hit my Honda Pilot while parked in the old port–long story is that Mas and I ended up in the PD for more then an hour making a police report since an amazing guy left me a note of every detail of who hit me–make, plate number etc. I felt completely overwhelmed at this man’s kindness. Yes my right side of my pilot is creamed—but here was this guy who took the time to help me. Amazing. But because I was at the PD a good friend invited Mas and I out for a drink and well, ironically ended up at Havana South.  We ended up seeing some friends and since a design conference that was happening in town (which I am sick I didn’t know about or if I did, some how got missed in my email box) ended up sitting down over drinks with the Editor In Chief at PRINT magazine. Okay, so this guy is amazing. After getting PRINT mag since I was a graduate from Kansas University  it was surreal. Amazing. I showed him my work and talked about my journey a bit..and really found his own personal story so inspiring. Needless to say a terrible hit and run accident that day, led me to this amazing evening with a design icon. (thank you Mandy).

But I woke up this morning thinking about where things are going for me, all the great phone calls that seem to happen every week–opportunities coming  my way that completely take my breath away. Without getting totally personal so many emotional moments this week–understanding my work process, how to make things better, smoother…being a good mom, mindful..being a good friend. Taking my designs to a new level, doing something that is me, but me NOW and not a year ago—taking that all in–figuring out where this is going…my surface design–graphic work, it hit me this morning like a mack truck. I feel so strongly that you get amazing opportunities in life when you basically strip things totally away…you show people who you are, not afraid to be wrong, or put something out there that may not be beautiful–because it’s just where you are at personally–not the end result- Just a piece of it–part of the process…it is when you show people your truth-say I want this, this is what I am doing and this is how hard I am trying to work it out–survive…thrive and learn. Thinking out loud I came to the conclusion that people want ultimately to see people succeed. I think the public has so much positive power -and it’s amazing when you put yourself out there. So I guess what I am saying, when you are genuine, no strings…dig deep and just let go–the universe takes your hand and lets what you envision happen. People really want to see people live a dream, just be happy. Face it, we want to be happy–all of us and love to see others happy–it’s that spark from life and others–that keeps me getting up excited, it’s B’s and Ary’s eyes when they look at me–all of it. But when people listen and really hear you…it’s perfect. When I was sitting across from Aaron Kenedi, Editor In Chief, this hit me…

So I am understanding the way of the world, universe a little more each day—so the other insane thing that happened this week–is that FULL SWING (the supplier of my bark cloth) is no longer selling it due to the increase cost of cotton and the high minimums. I totally freaked out knowing that this cloth that I have been so emotionally tied to, may not be available to me. (If you don’t know the story about the cloth for me is that my mom has collected it my whole life–and it was a personal great find at yard sales and antique thrift shops.) I have the greatest memories collecting this cloth with my mom my entire growing up. This cloth is ONLY available through this one mill as far as I know. After some back and forth he sent me the manufacture of the cloth since he could not supply it. The owner of the mill, the weaver of this amazing bark cloth said that in over 27 years no one has ever just given that info out. Just doesn’t happen. I feel so blessed that Fred at FULL SWING felt I should have it, that I needed it (which I did desperately) but also, that he believed in what I am doing and has now given me the info to keep going.

This all boils down to how people rally around you and push you even if sometimes you fall or feel like what ever it is–will not happen. That authentic self plays this roll that if you are truly who you are–and ask nothing more then just to be heard–absorbed-things work out. Seems so obvious. But I have been around people in my life that are negative or just make bad decisions but decisions based out of fear or sadness or what ever. But I wish I could bottle up this passion sometimes and give it away and tell people that is it…that is all you need, the rest just follows.

I am no where in my career where I can say I am content, or even close to being heard truly as a designer. I feel this is the start of it all. And since I have great momentum this past year on so many’s confirmation in my soul that I am on the right path to just be able to do what I love–which is all anyone wants right?

This post has no pretty pics or work—just me. And I am so not alone in my quest for greatness. It’s just been an amazing week and I wanted to thank each new opportunity, gift and good deed that has come my way and hope I can return each and every blessing.

I have been getting a ton of emails from Seniors in college just starting out in the design world and this is for them–and for anyone that may feel they are not on the right path..or just figuring it out. I have a ton to learn about everything..but I know in my heart that this lesson of letting go and knowing that if I envision it, believe it–all of it will come—sooner or later. e

4 responses to “all of it will come—sooner or later”

  1. Amanda Lesh says:

    I just read your blog post and I am soooo glad I did!!! Seriously it was just what I needed! First that is amazing you met the editor of print magazine! Its the only magazine that I've kept every issue that I've ever gotten!!!! So that is fricken amazing!!!!!! Second thanks for your words of wisdom! It's so easy to get frustrated right now. I don't know how many times I've asked myself "what the hell am I doing with my life?" or "I suck at this job." Haha I'm even going to print your your post and put it on my wall as a reminder of why I'm doing what I do. 🙂 I think back to my freshman year of college when you came to Colorado for a friends Wedding and I think about how that little visit changed everything. I hardly knew what graphic design was and I just had plans to be journalism major and hope that I got to do layouts for newspapers. Haha then you showed me all of your stuff and gave me some books and I changed my major that following monday to graphic design! It truly is crazy how everything works out… so thanks again what a perfect start for my weekend! 🙂

  2. Beth says:

    What you are describing is the law of attraction — like attracts like. And you are so right in thinking that letting go and letting the Universe bring what you are wanting & needing works out even better than trying to make things happen. All the best to you, and thanks for sharing your story and insights.

  3. Erin Flett says:

    Thanks Beth and of course Amanda! I have read about the LAW OF ATTRACTION at some point in my book finds…totally right after I think about it…e

  4. Bridget says:

    hi erin! i'm just reiterating what these women have already said — it's true, i think, that what you put out there will come back to you… you seem like such a positive person with good energy so naturally that is what's coming back! go you. love this post.

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